Capacity and Self-Leadership

Physical-This year I have experienced headaches, neck and back pain and it became very frustrating and discouraging. I was having trouble sleeping and that took a toll on me, not just physically, but emotionally, and spiritually. I ended up going to a chiropractor and now I'm on a treatment plan for the next few months. I have definite seen improvement, which is encouraging. The Lord is teaching me greater dependence on him. My husband has been a constant source of encouragement and I am so grateful for him. Walking helps to calm anxiety and it also provides me with much needed solitude. I love talking to the Lord while I'm walking, especially when I'm out in his creation.
Mental- I take time to read something everyday. In addition to reading the Bible, I also read fiction and non-fiction books. I love to stretch my mind and challenge my thinking. I love talking with my husband about all sorts of topics. One of my favorite things to do is discuss theology with others who enjoy it as much as I do.
Emotional- I am learning how to grieve well. I used to withdraw and hide away from pain and struggle. I would throw myself into my school work as a way to push the pain deep inside. All it did was cause greater struggle and I began opening up to close friends and mentors. i am more willing now to be honest and open about my struggles. It is freeing to be able to share my heart with safe people- my husband, my family, my close girlfriends, and my mentors. The Lord is my closest friend and the One who can bring lasting healing and comfort to my heart. I am learning how to cry out to him with all my deepest fears and struggles. he is incredibly gracious and compassionate!!
Social-I am intentional in relationships- God, my husband, my family, my friends. I make investing in others a priority and I am intentional in making Jesus my greatest priority! I love him more than anyone here on earth and I am growing in my love and devotion to him. An area where I need to experience growth is in confrontation. I do confront when needed, but it's really difficult for me.
Spiritual- I know and believe that God is sovereign and good. I know and believe that he is faithful and just. I am learning to live in a state of gratitude. My vision gets blurred and I become blinded when I gripe and complain instead of being thankful. I need to thank him everyday for what he did for me on the Cross, my salvation, my adoption, my standing and identity in Christ, etc. I have every spiritual blessing in Christ, plus he blesses me with so many gifts- a godly husband, a close-knit family, and an amazing support system.