Friday, January 14, 2011

Making Disciples

I am choosing to focus in on one question from this article in the area of spiritual disciplines. Which spiritual discipline do I want to grow in over the next 3 months and how will I implement growth?
The discipline that I desire to grow in is reading and studying the Bible. I would also include in this discipline the habit of keeping a journal. I appreciate all the reading and writing we are required to do for this class because it getting back into writing on a regular basis. I also am an avid reader and love learning. I have struggled to be consistent in reading and studying the Bible off and on over the last several years. One thing that helps me stay more focused is engaging the text is through writing. I enjoy interacting with the text and writing down insights and observations, along with prayers. If I miss a day or two of reading the Word, it is hard for me to get back in the game. I definitely feel off-kilter when I'm not mining the treasure of God's Word. Over the next 3 months, I want to develop a system of intentionally setting aside adequate time to read, study, and wrestle with the truth of Scripture. I also want to include time for reflection, through writing and also listening to worship music. For me, I don't do well studying the Bible early in the morning because it takes me awhile to fully come awake and I would have a harder time staying engaged. Late morning or afternoon seem to be the best time for me to be in the Word. I will make a chart and write down specifically when I'm going to spend time reading, studying, writing, and listening to music and stick to those times. I understand there are times in life when one must make exceptions, so I will make sure to come up with alternate times to be in the Word. I will share my chart with my husband so he can encourage me to keep being in the Word a top priority for me during the day. I will also let a few of my close girlfriends know and ask them to keep me accountable. Writing down my schedule will help keep me on task and focused. I am someone who needs structure, but I have to be careful not to become too rigid or legalistic. I don't want to read the Word because I feel obligated, but because I love Jesus and desire to grow in my relationship with him. The best way to do that is through studying His Word and applying truth to my life. The truth is often lived out within the context of relationships and I want to share what I'm learning with  my husband a few close friends. I also don't want to buy into the lie that says that I can somehow earn God's favor by reading the Word. I am fully accepted by the Father and his love for me never changes. The more I spend time with God through his Word, the more I understand where my true identity comes from. I am his child and he delights in me.

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